Crappy

This isn't happening.  Time's fading away, soon slipping out of my hands.  I can't handle this.  I have to learn to stand my ground.  Foolishness is somehow my ally.  But I need to push it towards adversity.  Minute by minute the value is sucking up.  But no way I'll let it pass.  I'm fed up with this unexpectation.  I gotta blurt out my honesty.  And if shrugged, fuck it.  Days are still waiting.  Thanks for being very reliable and thank you very much for your utter consideration....